Author Archives: j. Maryam Mathieu

About j. Maryam Mathieu

Heartist, poet, abolitionist, sacred migrant on hijrah from the hegemon // permaculture & alternative urban economy design // inner traveler on the Way of Love // Blogging my own personal hijrah to freedom from the oppressive world system, sharing insights and knowledge I learn along the way with the hope that I inspire and encourage others to begin their own personal hijrah to freedom, God-willing; NYU MSc. Global Affairs - International Political Economy, Transnational Organized Crime, and Human Trafficking; semi-hermit.

crossroads

Posted on September 14, 2014 by j. Maryam Mathieu

two directions we could go, and i’ll let you decide: do we go right and stay friends, because i have to admit i can’t stop missing you wildly, and i’ve never had a friend like you and i’m not the … Continue reading →

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The Shadow Assassin

Posted on July 7, 2014 by j. Maryam Mathieu

Something unexpected happened at work today. You see, I thought I had been completely forgotten by the crimelords I messed with a few years ago. I spent all of 2011 terrified that they would find a particular something out and … Continue reading →

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The Demons in Our Dreams, or “Here There Be Monsters”

Posted on June 30, 2014 by j. Maryam Mathieu

Journal Entry: June 30th, 2014 The nightmares have returned. Last night, I fought two monsters in my dreams. I slit one’s throat, and the other, I fought to keep locked in its cage. It would seem a fitting way to … Continue reading →

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I’ll Miss My Dragon

Posted on June 27, 2014 by j. Maryam Mathieu

Bismillah Journal Entry: June 27th, 2014 I’m going to miss my dragon this time. He was my most faithful companion on my last journey, but he’s not with me anymore. We went our separate ways. It was inevitable, I suppose. … Continue reading →

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I’ll Know the Truth When I Die

Posted on June 27, 2014 by j. Maryam Mathieu

Bismillah Journal Entry: June 26th, 2014 I’m not sure where this journey will take me or if people will understand or care. I’m pretty sure they won’t, but that’s not important. I need to remind myself that even though the … Continue reading →

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I’m going in

Posted on June 26, 2014 by j. Maryam Mathieu

Bismillah Journal Entry: June 25th, 2014 So it looks like I’ve finally come back to the journey in the Unseen Realm. After barely surviving my last adventure in this Realm with my life, sanity and soul, I’m not very eager … Continue reading →

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